it's so easy to say and give all away
it's so easy not to care, not to stay
there's no real reason to cry the world away
when all you gotta do is restrain...
you chase dreams, you want a highlife
but in the chase come errors and you're stuck with a high life
a narcotic nausea that follows you wherever
and causes you to bleed your eyes out forever
i don't have the right to pass on the rite
but i know i've been chosen
to choose my own way to write
but i'm broken...
my wrists feel like strangling my life out of me
and my heart keeps on pumping
for the kid that never really got to live
he's still kicking and screaming
it's for the one deep inside that i struggle
it's for the fight that i can never really win in the end
it's all these feelings i juggle
that never seem to blend...
you know how it is, you've hit walls before
a never ending chase, but you know that your hardcore
you know you can bottle it inside and you know you'll survive...
it's not about the props anymore, it's just about life
it's not the game anymore, it's just the pain and the gain
it's not the coming on top anymore, it's the strife
and it's all about knowing nothing was in vain...
never hesitated before, so i wont stop to rest
even though it all collapses daily and it's all just a jest
but i know what i want and i won't stop for suckers
so have a nice trip, see you motherfuckers!
get your fucking high life, i'll stay suburban forever
'cause there's no place to call home in the middle of nowhere
never move on, i care too much about people to lie
but i'd rather keep you in suffering than just let you die...
[you're looking in all the wrong places]
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Shoot for the stars
.o.t.y. no .o.t.m.!
in al doilea rand... .m.g.w.
in primul rand... o copie
Nu e deloc usor sa scap,
Imi este foarte greu sa tac,
Poate ca mai bine ar fi sa fac
Absolut tot ce'mi trece prin cap.
Mi'am dorit foarte mult sa te fac sa simti
Insa banuiam tot timpul ca minti
Acum tu esti cea care a cazut
Ai cazut, cat de jos s'a putut!
N'ai fost langa mine atunci cand am avut
Atata nevoie de tine, atata nevoie de tine...
As vrea sa stii cat de mult imi doresc
Absolut nimic sa nu'mi amintesc
Esti pentru mine doar un vis urat,
Esti un trecut, un trecut, doar atat.
N'o sa mai insemni niciodata nimic
Poza ta a murit intr'un plic,
Pentru tine simt acum numai ura
Nu vorbi, nu vorbi taci din gura!!!
N'ai fost langa mine atunci cand am avut
Atata nevoie de tine, atata nevoie de tine...
Tot ce'a fost intre noi acum este mort
Dragostea noastra un simplu avort
Cei ca tine sunt niste orori,
Priveste'ma'n ochi, acum o sa mori!
Ai vrut prea mult sa ma vezi la pamant,
S'a terminat, acum te'am infrant
Te urasc enorm pentru tot ce'ai facut
N'o sa stii niciodata cat de rau a durut!
N'ai fost langa mine atunci cand am avut
Atata nevoie de tine, atata nevoie. de tine...
[我太多說謊了對我自己]
.l.p.b.
Dead so I've played to merely turn him on
Don't let creed take too much of us
He'll rivet hard to suffer rotten wrong
The prince's mood darkens me strong
C'est lui,
Mon prince bleu, mon soleil
Chantant dans mon sommeil
Des mots, des monts et merveilles
Attendant que je m'éveille
C'est toi
Mon prince bleu, mon soleil
Je vais chanter pareil
Des mots, des monts et merveilles
Que jamais je ne m'éveille
Le Prince Bleu
Je brulerai ton absence
J'érigerai
Un trone blanc
Il reviendra
Sur son fier alezan
Le Prince Bleu
Comme je l'attends
C'est lui,
Mon prince bleu, mon soleil
Chantant dans mon sommeil
Des mots, des monts et merveilles
Attendant que je m'éveille
C'est toi
Mon prince bleu, mon soleil
Je vais chanter pareil
Des mots, des monts et merveilles
Que jamais je ne m'éveille
Je donnerais
Tous les croissants de lune
Tous les bijoux
De la fortune
Sent you to tears when pride first seized my womb
Post-mortem's tune, my prince he croons
Sickly my prince's mood, so sullen shutdown the door today
The more no more is relayed after dark confirms his bane
Sits tall my prince is bruised, he's so lame his fairness ricochets
'till all his sores are self slain and demand a brother's reign
Sits tall my prince is bruised, he's so lame his fairness ricochets
'till all his sores are self slain and demand a brother's reign
[que donneriez-vous pour juste une apparence de l'amour ?]
.a.d.b.c.
passing back through obscure rooms
and i go further through darkness that looms
along the hallways i step past, beyond
no, i shouldn't look back 'cause it's wrong!
anyway i won't remember much if i do
i don't remember any of you!
but for those few scraps that remain
i won't puzzle them together, i will refrain...
it's easy as long as i keep fighting the fight
just sleep or keep busy during the night
keep chasing my dreams in the daylight
and then get new dreams to chase
once i achieve them!
again, as solemn as the colossus of Rhodos
i will not shed my water for those that are lost
i'll keep out of time like the Great Pyramid of Khufu
and i'll visit Giza to die there, i won't do it for you!
stopped deceiving us, the many that struggle inside
we built the Great Wall once more just to keep you outside
we ate our souls from within, kept raising our chin
kept raising our voices like heroes, we sing
revived yet immortal from the depths of catacombs
and stood prouder than the Hanging Gardens of Babylon!
we carried our spirits through the roughest of seas
by the light of Alexandria's Great Lighthouse that sees
and we avoided the Styx, sunk Charon and the Cerberus
to reach the promised land which was taken from us!
we hate those who desecrate, no excuse for such things
they scrawled the walls of the Valley of Kings!
they plundered the Ephesus Temple of The Queen of the Beasts
they pillaged the Mausoleum and tore down the Statue of Zeus!
from robbers to holy crusaders, we'll watch how they burn
in the Land of the Dead, where the fates always turn!
[we'll put rock to rock'shaped eggs in the same fashion
we'll go eye for an eye, in an endless procession]
.t.i.f.a.
Vous appréciiez un verre de l'eau. Peuplez la poussée près, en marchant alors au loin dans la nuit. C'est la manière que la roue de la vie tourne vous laisser aveugle par les lumières. Dans un brouillard et stupéfié, principal complètement des brumes et des fantômes des ombres passées. Vous tournez loin, aucun doute. N'importe quelle personne raisonnable courrait leurs coeurs dehors. Mais quelque chose vous garde là. Elle ne pourrait pas être quelque chose physique parce que vous êtes seul en mer de l'espace vide. Mais vous ne pouvez pas vous déplacer. Il n'y a aucune réception au téléphone. Tous vos cris perdent dans la distance. Aucun écho ne peut être entendu. Ainsi c'est comment il doit être totalement seul ? Vous avez peur pour prendre une mesure. Peut-être vous êtes sur une place suspendue dedans entre le ciel et la terre au-dessus d'un abîme éternel. Ilvaut- il mieux de se tenir ou tomber pour le reste de votre vie ? Ou pour toujours. Ce qui si, dans cet endroit vous êtes immortel ? Ce qui si c'est enfer ? Mais encore plus mauvais, ce qui si c'est ciel ? Ou peut-être quelque part dans l'intervalle ? Que diriez-vous de d'un autre verre de l'eau ? Qui s'inquiète... Il y a un air entrant. Il vous hypnotise. Vous pourriez jurer que vous n'avez vu aucun orateur sur votre chemin dedans. Les silhouettes commencent à former vers le haut avant vos yeux. Elles se déplacent violemment et vous vous demandez s'il est en raison de douleur ou de plaisir. Vous avez un autre verre de l'eau. Mais vous avez encore soif ! La musique obtient plus fort. Elle frappe ! Soudainement, votre corps commence à contracter au battement. Vous n'êtes plus dans la commande. Rien n'importe désormais. Vous ne vous rappellerez pas une chose le matin. Vous pensez, dans le dernier moment de la lucidité, que peut-être vous ne devriez pas avoir fait cela le bout un. Vous réalisez que vous êtes écrasé. Alors vous passez hors de...
[it's in the water, baby...]
.d.y.e.
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over
So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me
There's things I can't imagine doin', things I can't imagine seein'
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin' my hand away to my chest, from hers
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over
And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word
'Cause everythin's just gone
I've got nothin'
Absolutely nothin'
Tryin' to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin' to change what she's sayin'
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now
'Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You're well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she's now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over
I know in the past I've found it hard to say
Tellin' you things, but not tellin' straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now.